=Finally=

Well, today quite of lot of ''finally'' happened.

Finally, Collins flight is today.

Finally, today i did not go to college at all.

Finally, i hugged a gal? (due to drama)

Lolz, was scolded dumb by director, as in do not know how to hug a girl...

well, what to do, i have never hugged a girl before...haiz

But, at least, i learned today....

Oh my God, she is coming down Butterworth ~.~"

nervous,haha,list of places to visit, where are u~~~

Collins, finally today u will fly eh...all the best for ur study, we will definitely, meet someday,sometime,somewhere...i bet, the next time we meet, we will be different from now, as we are all growing...Never regret that i came and study and stay in penang, as, i have a chance to meet so many people,and you are one of them, those McD lepak time, those time we spend on solving problem, having fun and learning,will be in memory...LIVE ON! It's time to go.Bye, Buddy,see you around, just hope that, we have a chance to meet, again =D

...Learning...

This few day kind of busy, rushing here, rushing there...a lot of things and learning eh. The things that really go deep into my heart is that, really sometimes, u did try your very best, yet, people still thought u haven try your best...

There is one recent saturday night, i receive a call, asking me whether sunday going back or not, i answered nope, as i need to finish my assignment and i need help from a friend of mine who stay in Butterworth, so i have to stay back in order to finish my assignment, but from the other side, i heard...recently, u seems like...not showing up that much already, i get what she is trying to say, but i can't fight back or whatsoever, as recently i really dint show up much for meeting or service, but it's because of my assignment and everyday i also got rehearsal for drama, as 3th of april there is a performance...lets look at my schedule...

monday 8-10,12-2,4-6 lecture, 7-11pm rehearsal

tuesday 8-12 lecture, 7-11pm rehearsal

wednesday 12-2 lab, 7-11pm rehearsal

thursday 8-10, 12-4 lecture, 7-11pm rehearsal

friday 12-6 lecture, night still got junior youth gathering, and still need to go back to hometown.

saturday morning till afternoon free, night teaching children class or animating junior youth gathering.

sunday consider free?

i might put there free, but it does not mean i got nothing to do, it's just that maybe is assignment or whatsoever.I am not complaining, but it's really hard to let people to understand what u are going thru...So, i still hold on with my principal...those know me, know me, those do not know me, screw them...i know it sounds rude, but...*speechless*

Ok...do not want to talk about that anymore...this few week, everyday i go for rehearsal in USM, i am not a USM student, but i am taking part in one of the acting, i see the dedication from the team, i see the professional, maybe the skill is not as good as the professional, but i will say, the spirit is the same with the professional. I learn a lot of thing from my friend, who is the director for the drama. Body warm up, voice warm up is what we must do every time before we actually start the rehearsal, then sometimes after that we will play some game, the game is not for fun, but to let us go into the mood, be more focus, and putting attention to the object or emotion. Well, i acted before, quite a lot of time, but compare with this time, i feel the pressure, especially when i with them, i feel the way i act is just crap...i feel that, there is seriously a difference between people who under go training before and those who like act before and consider themselves actor, which is like me. I get kind of down, as i want to be a director, but i do not know how to act, it's like i want to be an engineer, but i do not even know what is V=IR...that kind of feeling, you know? But, i am really grateful...they encourage me all along, taking and carrying me up like teammate, comrade =) Hereby, i would like to say thanks to them, and willing to learning more. Hope, i able to manage both my interest and academic stuff...praying hard....am i?

Cannot stay in Penang anymore?

Haiz, last friday i go back my hometown, Butterworth. Reach home around 11 pm, everything still fine, watch movie with dad and mom, chit chat, then go to sleep around 2pm. So, the other day wake up around 11.30 la, bath, clean myself up then eat lunch, so when i am having my lunch my dad came back, and saw me eating lunch, on my spoon it's meat! And he start scolding say i always eat meat, unhealthy and blah blah blah...then shout ar!! =.=", i wonder what is happening, and he say since u go penang u getting fatter and fatter and fatter, i was like, WTH?

And, saturday and sunday they keep pumping me fruit juice, apparently they spend 1k sumthing for one blend machine i guess? They put apple, orange and bitter gourd, OMG, can u imagine the COMBO?!! I really wonder where they go and get all those supply, their supply was unlimited. =.=

DUH, I THINK THEY WANT ME TO GO BACK BUTTERWORTH AND STAY IS BECAUSE THEY WANT TO PUMP ME WITH THEIR ''HEALTHY'' JUICE!!! SAVE MEEEEEE~~~

Delightful College Day

Today is my second day in college, but i never have thought able to gain knowledge and able to share knowledge is such happy and joyful thing. After ISGP, i think the ability of seeing things materially and interpret it into spiritual understanding. I just shared my first biology class experience. After that is World Religion class, lecturer did not start lecturing today, she gave us course structure and also some question. The question ask about do you believe in God?What is the purpose we were created? And all kind of stuff, after that we discussed about it in the class, i was really surprising that i am able to share my opinion and able to listen to other people's opinion too,and they are really amaze by Baha'u'llah teaching, they might not know who He is, but at least they all appreciate His teaching, the things i learn in ISGP is very very useful...How blessing i am, that i am able to attend ISGP...Oh, there is also another thing happening, today 3.00pm there will be people representing some University come from Australia, and they are kind of top in the major that i am majoring in. I hope from there i can really find out, my future! Pray for me, Cheerssss~~~~

Some realization

I am in my first ever Biology class, still in class now currently =P

My lecturer ask me what do u mean by life? I answered something that can walk and carry out action,another friend of mine say they contain cells. But, my lecturer say the significant is that, they can reproduce, i was like...hmm....

well, what ever it is, he said something that make me realize is that, a lot of thing that living in this world, they have different appearance, style of walking, or watever system, but in the end they still share the same system, as in, they still get the energy from plant and then transfer to energy, from there they produce Co2, and go back to plant. No matter what, deep inside, they are the same. I personally think that, that also applies to human, as we might have different outlook, but deep inside, we share same blood colour, bone structure and everything is the same. After all, we are waves upon one sea and leaves on one tree, and also flower of one garden...CHEERS!!!!

Bahai Bas Stop in Sabah, Tuaran

Bahai bas stop, even with Baha'u'llah quotation. To know more about bahai u can go to www.bahai.org

~!!Late for class thanks to RapidPenang!!~

Today first day back to college, apparently 8am got class, thanks to our beloved RapidPenang bas, i am late. It causes serious traffic jam! Start from Econsave to the mountain road.