My first drawing

First drawing assignment, I think it's quite good for a person who can't draw...

A bad day due to own stupidity.

Waked up at 9.00a.m, cause gotta Skype with parent.

But, they weren't around, cause they are out for teaching children class, God bless them. =)

Around ten, they are online. So, we talked, around 10.30, my friend bang on my door. We go for brunch at 11.00a.m. After finished brunch, want to go back to room to start working on my homework, who knows, I forgot to take my key out, and now I am locked up.

What to do, just gotta hang out in my friends room till my roommate is back. Was surfing the Facebook page, to look for my room mate profile, so sad that I did not add him and get his phone number. Own stupidity, no one to blame.

Back to the topic. Found his profile finally, uh huh. Nothing to do, then read what he post. Then, found out that he was not "pleasant" with my existence or appearance. He used the word "ironically". So, does that means he is annoyed by me? Yes? No? I do not know, but I know that he knows and He knows. But, he posted that one the 4th january, which is the second day we meet each other. First day was on 3rd, we hardly talk, cause when I am back room, he slept. 4th early morning I am out, he is still sleeping. So...I don't know. Hope, just that I am being too sensitive.

Start to feel that I am ready to leave the stone in my heart down. But it's because I am picking another stone up. Well, life is all about juggling. Left or right? Right or Wrong? Effect and Consequences? That's what burdening us?

Learned one thing today, do not take thing for granted, nothing is suppose to, and nothing is necessarily to be in such a way. You message people, people reply you. That's not necessarily, be grateful that people do take the effort and time to reply you. I guess, I am back fired, due to own stupidity, again. =X

Suddenly, thought of my mum. Morning, when Skype-ing, she say do not spend so much , my pocket broke d. After that, she ask me, got take money from ATM or not, mother is always so caring. I feel extremely guilty, because I bought a chocolate bar from vending machine that cost only USD 1 dollar, but convert back is RM3. Haiz...sorry...mummy...

Just trying to share this, It's design by me, it's originally a drawing of a nail-cutter, I deconstruct it, then reconstruct it. Kinda cool huh? I kind of like this one.

Good things does happen, today finally heard from a Baha'i from SCAD. They called me.

Ya Baha'u'llahabha for heard my prayers.

Another good things, I cut down on my diet. =)

HuHa HuHa *Gasping for air*

Intense work!

Intense study!

Intense stress!

As you can see, I feel like a swimmer who swim up to the surface to gasp air to continue with my "journey", but, if that's what it takes to reach the top, then I'm ready for it. =D

What if it's not what it takes to reach the top? then I am not ready? =X

Haha, joking. Continue with the topic of what I feel about here.

Savannah is kind of like...Melaka to me, it's historical heritage. The differences is, here is colder (cause of winter), people are nicer, air is fresher, but~~~ There's always a but, haha!

Here is more expensive lo, of cause la, each dollar you spend here you gotta times 3, if you are a Malaysian, and of cause, the food, totally cannot compare, it's out of league! Malaysia rules for nice food, haha! At least I think so.

Recently, quite a lot of nice thing happened, of cause there's bad stuff too, but I'm going to talk about nice stuff only, haha~

1st - I see some rare animal in one day! I mean, to me, they are rare. I see squirrel running all around the town! I always wished to own a trained squirrel, it will hang on your body and you can bring it go out. I am sure Collins wished to own one too. =P

Other than squirrel, I saw beaver too, on the river outside my hostel. =D

Then, an owl, a real owl in the city, not in the zoo, I find it cool, do not know bout you guys.

2nd - I went for an art gallery, it's called..."mr.beast", there's some painting and sculpture about monster. They sell toys there too, some Ultraman and the monster that appear in the movie. haha, it's so funny, I am sorry that I can't show the picture or the painting or sculpture. Well, there's a person who disguise as a robot with using boxes, and another guy wear a monster mascot. They fight! The robot dude kill the monster by using flash attack, they manually make the flash, it was so funny! The MC was talking with his japanese accent, you can imagine that you are in some kind of ultraman movie. Don't you think that's fun?

3rd - Third, I meet Malaysian here! I went over to their house and have a dinner together. They cooked me Hokkien mee, it was nice! After dinner, we chit chat a lil bit, exchange information and get to know each other better. The moment I enter the house I feel so weird, first is because I am shy (>.< "), 2nd, I do not know how to face girls, and they are so cute and pretty (gotta say like this, don't wanna get crushed...), no, I mean, they are! Haha!

Basically, this was what happened in this few day. When you are away from home, friends are those who you can count on, this is the time I realize the true value of friendship. Peace!

Hate myself for not being able to play instrument.

Kinda sad for not able to play any instrument.

Hope I wish I can play an instrument...especially piano.

Human are really strange, we always wanted to posses what people already posses,

till we forgotten what we possessed.

Well, in the same time, people wish to posses what we possessed.

Human are really greedy, and never satisfy.

I am one of those.

Sad.

When will I be content?

The day I die?

Maybe I will still wish more when I am dead.

Such ungrateful bastard.

feeling of missing

I remember telling myself that, once I leave Malaysia, you are leaving everything behind, a new life is beginning.

But, why? yet, I still feel pain!

Every time I see your name pop up on wall, my heart still feel like it's tear apart.

Why you message me after so long did not contact me?!

Why you doing this to me? After I get used to it, then you message me again?!

Do you know how pain this is?

I can't do anything every time I open your profile, and think of you...

Why are you being so selfish...do you know how hurt I am...

Can you please give me an explanation?

This is so not fair.

United State of America

Have been in USA for one week, time flies, really...

This is my first time away from home for real far, first time go out from my country.

Hah, never been out from my country, once go out, go to the other side of universe, I must be crazy.

Faced a lot of problems, a lot of embarrassing moments, and of cause, a lot of learnings.

Still remember what happen in Penang airport, thought the automatic passport checking machine really work, trying to use it to scan my passport, apparently, I failed, haha, everyone was laughing at me.

But, I like it that way, what I leave behind for them was laughter, instead of sad and gloomy atmosphere.

Still, remember how my mom non-stop nagging me, keep saying pack you bag, cut your hair, faster come back, do not go anywhere anymore. Well, she is a mother, she has the right to nag, don't you think so? Well, I miss her nag, haha!

Will further update bout the problems I faced on the journey from Malaysia to USA, as tomorrow 8am got class, better sleep early. =P