Maybe because I am busy, maybe because I am lazy, or even maybe because I am lack of inspiration, too many maybe, this is life after...?
Finally taking my major class, tons and piles of bad things happened. But, I will stay strong, stand strong, because I know this is what I want for now, for my future. Do not wanna talk about what happened, looking forward is more important...lesson learned, a very valuable one, right?
Summer break is coming, congratulations and have fun for those people who are going back home. I wish you all a safe journey. What about me? I will stay back and study =D
Why? There's always more than a reason.
Start to doubt myself whether can I reach where I wanna be.
My friend was talking to me about her boyfriend getting a 1 year internship at Disneyland and Pixel...talking about his pay, about all kinds of good things that he is going to get, how good the hostel the company providing, talking about if they drive down, company will give 900USD as compensation, if fly over there, the company will pay for the through and flow flight ticket and yadi yada yada~~~
Not jealous o...maybe I am, a little bit. =P
Well, I am just starting to doubt myself whether can I make it that far or not, cause for film and television major, it's neither you are top of the world or bottom of the world...
There's tons of reason for me to be at the top (there's always tons of reason for some1 to be on top), who do not wanna be successful? Haha, bet someone will say yes for the sake of saying yes.
Well...I wanna be successful too...instead of worrying about it and start doubting myself, decided to forget about it, concentrate on current, NOW! And looking forward, MOVE ON!
Peace, Great day!
Oh, last but not least, for friends that are leaving and those already left, wish you nothing more than all the best. Will always have you in my heart, I know you guys do not know that I got a blog, but yeah, friends from Thailand, Indonesia, Philippines, and more to come. =D
