There is one recent saturday night, i receive a call, asking me whether sunday going back or not, i answered nope, as i need to finish my assignment and i need help from a friend of mine who stay in Butterworth, so i have to stay back in order to finish my assignment, but from the other side, i heard...recently, u seems like...not showing up that much already, i get what she is trying to say, but i can't fight back or whatsoever, as recently i really dint show up much for meeting or service, but it's because of my assignment and everyday i also got rehearsal for drama, as 3th of april there is a performance...lets look at my schedule...
monday 8-10,12-2,4-6 lecture, 7-11pm rehearsal
tuesday 8-12 lecture, 7-11pm rehearsal
wednesday 12-2 lab, 7-11pm rehearsal
thursday 8-10, 12-4 lecture, 7-11pm rehearsal
friday 12-6 lecture, night still got junior youth gathering, and still need to go back to hometown.
saturday morning till afternoon free, night teaching children class or animating junior youth gathering.
sunday consider free?
i might put there free, but it does not mean i got nothing to do, it's just that maybe is assignment or whatsoever.I am not complaining, but it's really hard to let people to understand what u are going thru...So, i still hold on with my principal...those know me, know me, those do not know me, screw them...i know it sounds rude, but...*speechless*
Ok...do not want to talk about that anymore...this few week, everyday i go for rehearsal in USM, i am not a USM student, but i am taking part in one of the acting, i see the dedication from the team, i see the professional, maybe the skill is not as good as the professional, but i will say, the spirit is the same with the professional. I learn a lot of thing from my friend, who is the director for the drama. Body warm up, voice warm up is what we must do every time before we actually start the rehearsal, then sometimes after that we will play some game, the game is not for fun, but to let us go into the mood, be more focus, and putting attention to the object or emotion. Well, i acted before, quite a lot of time, but compare with this time, i feel the pressure, especially when i with them, i feel the way i act is just crap...i feel that, there is seriously a difference between people who under go training before and those who like act before and consider themselves actor, which is like me. I get kind of down, as i want to be a director, but i do not know how to act, it's like i want to be an engineer, but i do not even know what is V=IR...that kind of feeling, you know? But, i am really grateful...they encourage me all along, taking and carrying me up like teammate, comrade =) Hereby, i would like to say thanks to them, and willing to learning more. Hope, i able to manage both my interest and academic stuff...praying hard....am i?
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