It's been quite some time...

Been some time that I did not update my blog.

Maybe because I am busy, maybe because I am lazy, or even maybe because I am lack of inspiration, too many maybe, this is life after...?

Finally taking my major class, tons and piles of bad things happened. But, I will stay strong, stand strong, because I know this is what I want for now, for my future. Do not wanna talk about what happened, looking forward is more important...lesson learned, a very valuable one, right?

Summer break is coming, congratulations and have fun for those people who are going back home. I wish you all a safe journey. What about me? I will stay back and study =D

Why? There's always more than a reason.

Start to doubt myself whether can I reach where I wanna be.

My friend was talking to me about her boyfriend getting a 1 year internship at Disneyland and Pixel...talking about his pay, about all kinds of good things that he is going to get, how good the hostel the company providing, talking about if they drive down, company will give 900USD as compensation, if fly over there, the company will pay for the through and flow flight ticket and yadi yada yada~~~

Not jealous o...maybe I am, a little bit. =P

Well, I am just starting to doubt myself whether can I make it that far or not, cause for film and television major, it's neither you are top of the world or bottom of the world...

There's tons of reason for me to be at the top (there's always tons of reason for some1 to be on top), who do not wanna be successful? Haha, bet someone will say yes for the sake of saying yes.

Well...I wanna be successful too...instead of worrying about it and start doubting myself, decided to forget about it, concentrate on current, NOW! And looking forward, MOVE ON!

Peace, Great day!

Oh, last but not least, for friends that are leaving and those already left, wish you nothing more than all the best. Will always have you in my heart, I know you guys do not know that I got a blog, but yeah, friends from Thailand, Indonesia, Philippines, and more to come. =D

Thinking

Recently things been running in my mind.

A lot of thing is bothering me, especially works, and not being able to go home for summer break, as...there're too many reason to list...

The feeling when looking at the picture that I am not included makes me feel that I am left out, but I cannot expect I am included in everything right? I will be dead for sure...this mindset, has to change...

It's so hard to look for dedicated people in class why? I do not need a person that is really skillful...I just need dedicated and people with conviction...generations nowadays...are so weak...

天，有灰才有晴

该来的，终会来。。。

不管如何逃避，你终会，你终得面对阿~

只是想放空自己，让自己，自由自在。

没把多余的放下，就没空间把新的东西拿起来。

短短的几句，却又无比的惆怅。。。

阿~~~

What should I do?

It's been 2 and a half month I have been in US.

Everything is cool now.

I like to count how many turtles that are swimming in the river everyday when I pass through the river beside the guard house, it has became my habit.

I do doing good in all my class, drawing and art history are good, but not design class.

I do not know why, but, it seems like the professor is pin pointing on me, but I have no prove, but my mark, and yet, he can simply deny it by saying my work is not good, well, I can't say my work is really good, but compare to some of my classmate which their product is like a piece of ****, yet they get higher mark than me.

Why?

And, today have to hand in final assignment.

I failed to wake up early, yes, it's my fault and I do not deny that.

But I still hand it in on time, and he says that he is going to give me low mark for sure.

WTH?

I am totally speechless...

The.Continuation.

I do not really know why I decided to post this photo up, maybe I am trying to show off, but deep inside this photo somehow tells and show forth the theme I feel like sharing today.
It's about. Stop and Run.

How many time in our life, that we either forgotten to stop, and forgotten to run?
A great music always have good rhythm, and the stop and fast phase is somehow what makes the music attractive and appreciated.
Life is another music, and we are the composer of that great master piece, life.
Which, we can't erase,and only have one chance to write on it.
But the problem is, when we being too careful, we tend to tense ourselves up, and get over cautions, and afraid of taking risk. On the other hand, being too careless, leave behind a lot of regrets.

Peoples always debate, between two opposite things.
In Ruhi Book 6, we discussed about, service first or study first. The answer is clear.
A famous topic, follow heart or follow mind?
Follow heart? You are not logical, being not realistic.
Follow mind? You are acting like a machine, you got no life.
Buddha go through both extreme path, extreme wealthy and extreme poor, and being in moderation is the best, which is the hardest to follow. But, it is not impossible.

Stop and Run.
Basically, what I am trying to say is that.
It's ok to stop and WALK, take things slow.
When you know what, why,where and how, and you know it is something that will greatly benefit society or human being, then you have to RUN.
Sometimes, we like to use the word wait, I will come back to this or a specific person, which we never go back to that.
I do not know about you, but I do know, I did.

Control the rhythm of your life, make it the master piece.
It's like dance, take it slow, follow the flow.
Sometimes, you have to have power and momentum.
It's about Yin and Yang.
It's about what's right and what's wrong.
But, in the end, listen and follow the guarding light from above.
Who is the Supreme Ruler, The Big Brother, The Big Boss, Our Father in Heaven.

Live your life to the fullest, to love and to be loved.
"O Son of Man, Love Me that I may love thee, if thou loved Me not, My love can in no wise reach thee, know this, O servant."

How's Valentine Day?

How's everyone?

How you guys celebrate Valentine day?

with your love ones? friends? families? or it's just a normal day?

Anyhow, still wish everyone did enjoy valentine day. It's such an big event, cause everyday have love within them. =)

Let me share with you how I celebrate mine, just for the sake of sharing laaaa~~~ =P

So, Valentine day was on monday right?

So on sunday night, I basically gave a surprise to a girl.

Maybe the surprise was too big and it stunned that girl? Until now there's no reply. =D

Lolx, we all know what it means la. =X

My gift were simples and smalls.

A hair pin that comes all the way from her hometown, tied to a floating ballon with the word "happy valentine day", purposely pick that instead of I <3>

oh, and a fro-yo. Of course, and a self made card.

Basically, the fro-yo was put in her fridge.

The pin was tied to the balloon, and the ballon was tied to her room's door, and the string of the balloon supporting the card that I made. That's it, I am such a cheap a** right?

Haha, I know I know.

It can't be help, I am who I am. =D

No news is good news.

At least, I am able to concentrate on my work.

Peace and Love.

Wish everyone has a nice Valentine Day.

I notice the improvement of my courage!!!

Hohohohooho~~~

Happy Chinese New Year

Haha, Happy Chinese New year!

This is the first time that I did not go back to my grandpa house for chinese new year, not because I do not want, but I can't.

I am stuck in the country named United State of America!!

Well, It's really true that you will miss your home more especially during event.

Looks like...word can't really convey my whole feeling eh...

Just miss home!!!

Happy chinese new year, wish everyone has a prosperous year.