feeling of missing

I remember telling myself that, once I leave Malaysia, you are leaving everything behind, a new life is beginning.

But, why? yet, I still feel pain!

Every time I see your name pop up on wall, my heart still feel like it's tear apart.

Why you message me after so long did not contact me?!

Why you doing this to me? After I get used to it, then you message me again?!

Do you know how pain this is?

I can't do anything every time I open your profile, and think of you...

Why are you being so selfish...do you know how hurt I am...

Can you please give me an explanation?

This is so not fair.